buah manggga

Friday, April 30, 2010

18 may exam??? what??!!! fuhh =..=!


ya Allah!! first time aku denga 18 may exam aku dah xle nafas!!!! gile!!!! tahon lepas pown aku sambot time exam!!! whooootttttttttt......

fuhhhhhhh....fuhhhhhhh......... tiup bg terbang!!!!
yeyhhh.. berjaye!!!!
xjadi exam 18 may!!!!! yeeyh....
oppsss,, ade lagi satu bende xhepi!!

majlis smbutan hari guru :'(

huh.. mmg aku sesak gile bulan mei nie.. ade 2 weeks b4 hari gru... n nmpknye aku xmasok class lagi laa... sumtimes rse xsaba nk tunggu peralihan jawatan.. aku SPM!!!!!!
but aku tau, later, aku akn rse rindu balek ngan tugas belambak nie..
huhhh.. so aku da decide... for last year aku kat skola, and after aku mengdisasterkan majlis akhir taun lepas, sambutan arie guru aku nk wat meriah!!!! ntok tebos balek aire aku taun lepas!!

so, tema die adelah.. ready??? jeng3... BLING-BLING-GLAM

HEHEH... act, tajok zool yg cdgkan.. aku pown rse cam bogos gak, so.. aku da sediakan ape2 yg potot.. hurm.. just wait and see.. spark the miracle enna!!! you can do it!!!

feelings,very very hard to tell

a very very sad moment; that's when he left us..no turning back like what he always do...
a very nice guy... hurm...
a very mystery guy
a very kind person
words cant describe him
but i think i want to give him a special name 'tough prettyboy' heheheeh:D
i think i'll miss that fat
owh im soo rude.. hehe but, nvm, he wont read dis...hehe:D
bdway, aku menci bebudak yg kutok die.. ckp inila itula.. sometimes mende yg xmasok akal,, ape niat korang sebenanye?
hahah but one tink 4 sure, ade gak ape bebudak tuh ckp betol... but mende tuh klaka bkn memalukan la...
yg xbole bla tuh kutok2 tuh.. xkesah la die or sesape, yg penting guru tuh kne hormat...
lagi2 kalo die xkenal ko langsong, n xpena ckp ngan ko langsong, ko sorang je yg kenal die, that means ko S.S ( SYOK SENDIRI) die xkenal pown ko...haha:D lawak r sumtimes
tadi, he asked me, do i want to say something to him? or do i want to share anythiing with him??
so , as always la en, aku kan stone sket, so aku pown cam ha??
series byk mende nk ckp, but xd mende yg dpt kuar from mulot aku.....
bese r en, kalo bab2 feeling nie aku hampeh sket.. heheh
so aku pown cam errrr... no.. i guess... but then die ckp, nvm, i can text him.. blablabla
sehari b4 tuh, die ad tye aku memacm soklan, die suro aku caye die r sumtink pe mende ntah, die ckp everything yg die wat ade AGENDA sndri la ape la.. aku pown just, owh..ok!
huhhhh.. series rse xsnang skunk, i cant let it go, i cant burst it out, and i know the cure for my illness is sleep! hehee

titik kisah.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

aku suke ayat nie, aku cilok fom blogger laen.. heheh

I know that some people will look on my trip as a failure because of this, and there really isn't anything that I can do about that. When you're surrounded by critics it can be hard to remember your own goals and expectations, you start to judge yourself by what other people are saying. This is the experience of a life time. It's hard and sometimes down right terrifying, but I love it out here. This whole trip came from a dream, a dream to sail around the world, and that is what I am doing - youngest or not, non-stop or stopping.

kite org MALAYSIA, ckp bahase rojakla...

commonnye, org kite akn ckp pahase rojak,
cthnya: weyh ah meng, why so fast??? i mean, common,nothing is to be chase, stopla...
rite???
or, kamu juga bolelaaa kalo nk tiru omputih tuh sket seperti tambah kat hujung ayat, perkataan ...'daaaaaaaaa...???'

so, arie tuh, kat facebook, aku anta r komen dalam bhase omputih rojak mee..
then somebody from planet jupiter tetibe tego aku... die tulis.. erhh.. husna, where's your D?? hello, you're 17teen..:D
then, next day, time kat skola sebok dok cte kat org pasal tuh.. aku pown cam ha????
aku just xletak d kat perkataan surprise.... that zit...:( why shy me like dat?
i mean, u're not my english teacher... and it's just facebook..:'(
it's true, we should use proper english to communicate or to write... but ccooommon, :D

lagiponpon, komunikasi dua hala yg baek dan berkesan adalah apabila orang yg berbicara and org yg mendengar faham dengan apa yang disampaikan, it doesnt matterlah lupe letak 's' ke, 'ed', or ing... kan??? hahahahahhaha

titik cerita.

sharing is caring

husna, remember dis!!! dont say talk speak bad words anymore!!!! you must love your friend equally, they are your friend, you are their friend, behave!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

hurm.. penatla...dah xtau nk buat camne da...

lately, my life...and my blog.....my friends.. sumenyer sedeyh2 jeh....
i thought bile dah form 5 nie kurang la sket beban.. cannot blame anyone... aku yg menggatal cari aktiviti.. nahh, dah dpt pown demam!!

miggu nie byk sgt mende xbest jadi..
first, arie isnin bday syikin.. and yes.. aku lupe.. aku bz gle xsmpat nk beli pape ntok die sampai skunk!!!so, aku pown carik ilham tepi pondok jaga.. then.. DAPAT!!!! aku gtau cikgu jo pasal nie then cegu jo kumpolkan sume pgawas then SURPRISE ekin.. kterang nyanyi ramai2 n die gile terharu.. thank you Allah for such an ilham.. hehehe.. itu pown setelah aku diberi gelaran BEDAH from ceg jo!!! u know why?? bcoz i've lost the one and only script!!! hehehe
luckily, ade internet.. so aku search gle lame pasal ludin then naseb baek jumpe!!!! dgn ini aku isytiharkan, guru yang paling menggerunkan dan baek at the same time adalah cegu jo and pengetua!!!!!! setakat nie, pengetua je yg bjaya wat aku nanges bile kuar bilek die... haaaiissyyhh...inilah susah jd pkp... orang laen mane tau... ckp aku gile kuase la ape la.. beban ok..BEBAN!!!! and you, yeah you.... kalo ko nk bhenti, bhenti jela... ckp blakang plak.. i dont need you, aku da penat tego ko baek2 for almost THREE years ntok mistake yg same.. baboon x baboon!!! then ko bole wat taik ngan aku!!! ko bole cite ngan org luar! aku rase ko da dpat tau yg aku tau pasal nie en?? that's why ko wat2 baek ngan aku en??? sorrii la makcik, hati aku dah xtbukak ntok ko.. hilang sorang xpatahkan aku...

hurm, then selasa, hoki....
ini lagi satu sedeyh.. everytime aku dtg practise, yus xpena pggl aku maen, aku just dok tepi jd tunggol kayu, padahal i know i can do better!!! (besemangat bercerita!!! hehe, i believe in myself, you??)
so time game, yeah aku byk turun padang, thanks sebab fitness aku bagos, see?? (padahal tercungap) rugi x xbg aku aku practise????? bile atas padang aku dah susa nk adapt.... but luckily cepat faham... walaupon aku baru join xsemestinye aku lemah... korang xpena nk push aku...xpena nk bg peluang kat aku.. just bg kat geng korang je... tolongla equal!!!! naseb baek ade abg mat and abg amsyar... they can see rite through me...

then, today...rabu...
malam tadi bapak r, practise teater sampai kol 11 malam.. gile penat, ngan seseme thap gaban.. byk ubat aku telan pown same je hasil die....terima kasih kpada hani n diri sendiri yg menggatal nk maen hujan time hoki!!! hehehehe
so tadi mmg kepale berat, hidong n kepale panas, rase bebetol nk tumbang ngan keje byk nk kne setel pasal teater then ade photoshoot tp aku xpegi coz penat+bz+xlarat nk jalan.. mmg magazine tahon nie xd gamba aku..:(
time nk pegi hantar tiket kat skola laen, tunggu c.jo lame gile... ngan cuaca panas gile ngan body aku dah nk rebah, tetibe cegu anis datang(i love her) die kate husna nape nie.. cube senyum sket.. then aku wat2 senyum.. then die tanye memacam agie, then aku blah..:D
tadi pown aku cecurik g practise hoki..
aku trase laen coz aku hit bola kuat tau, then tadi tetibe macam aku xpena pgg stick, pukol bola xkene, i hurt my back, xregangkan body coz ak nk cepat so aku bole cabot wat keje teater balek... then, time aku jd defent goal.. amsyar(pemukol tkuat didunia)die pegi hit bola serentak ngan bdak pompuan ape ntah nme die, so org laen sume takot then dok tepi goal, tinggal aku sorang je yg xd perasaan dok kat tmpat goal, well bukan nk tunjok bagos, aku xjangkeee yg die nk pukol skali gosss so i wasnt prepare... so pompuan tuh hit, aku dpt tahan, then tetibe bola amsyar dtg tepat kat aku kne kat kaki!!!
bayangkan bola hoki yg menyakitkan tuh kne kat kaki ko!!! ape ko rse weyh!!
so die pown mcam.. husnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,
aku da nk nanges.. and yeah i cried.. org laen pown dok menyebok tye sakit x la ape la.. sebok je!! leave me alone!!! aku lari g lat blakang landskap, then nanges.. aku xtau nape aku nanges padahal bola tuh mmg kuat, but besenyer aku xkan nanges kalo sakit fizikal2 nie, but td aku nanges cam buudakk kecik hilang maenan!!!aku mara org yg nyebok konon nk pujok aku tmasok hani n nik.. hehehe
mb sebab aku stress sgt byk keje n demam..
huh.. so then, bile akuda ok, amsyar dtg say sory, aku xpandang mate die pown coz aku malu nanges cam dak kecik bukan sebab aku xmaafkan die... n die pke laen
cammon, xkan aku nk ngajok pasal mende kecik... (konon....) :D
hehe

so time balek, nik dissapointed me..the most.. she left me... alone.. die kate saba la.. i nk tunggu jen2 jap, later i teman u ok, and aku nk cepat coz bdan aku dah panas gile, aku xtahan ngan cuace tuh, die asyik suro aku saba je, aku pengsan kang!! THEN, TAPE AKUSABA JE, THEN BILE JEN2 DTG, DIE TEROS BLA, N KATE OWH SORRY HUSNA, I HAVE TO GO, THEN BLAH!!! sedeyh n sakit gle ahati aku kawan aku wat camnie.. aku da r sakit die bole kontang kantingkan aku cam tu je.. kalo xbole teman ckp laweyh, xd la aku tunggu ko separoh mati, then ko tros blah camtu je!! mcam xcare langsong.. fine!
then aku pegi sorang2.... series aku nk nanges.. time aku bla, n die bla, aku ckp, i hate you nilk, then she said, i hate myself too, then die bla...
pade kterang mende tuh xd pape coz kterang slalu ckp i hate you .. but tadi aku maksodkan.. AKU MAKSODKAN sgt2!!


titik kisah.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

crying for no reason..


do you ever..cry for no reason???
some will say yes, some will say no...
for me..??? i've never been in dat situation before but hey,,,
we never know what will happen in our future, we cant predict the future..

do you ever cry..for no reason...??
no.. bcoz i believe and i know that everything happen for reasons and endup with consequences.. rite??agree???

if you really..dont know why are you crying,,, then believe me.. dat you are living and breathing in the air full of lies..